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Justo the MC & Brelstaff "Urban Testimony"

by Justo the MC & Brelstaff

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Urban Testimony the plot thickens Easy at the height of confusion to fall victim Story of this rhythm, almost forgotten But the more things failed, the more I ran out of options Come on I can’t do nothing but live In the course of my downfall had to take it to give, you The humble listener, a guide through my journey Now see yourself a part of it Consider you're worthy Maybe you’ve been through it Maybe I’m keeping you from it 'Cause once you lived through it I’m talking taking the plummet Hit rock bottom Come out of it with your head high Residual effects stain your spirit like fungi So many stories from one guy Shake it off my nig and tell them why Could have prayed a little harder Wasn’t trying to detour When life gives you lemons, got to squeeze it and squeeze more My God Got to stick to the path Getting kind of heated it’s not even the half Minus plus a minus that’s some negative math But let me slow it down it’s only the first draft My clarity is near, that means I’m close to clear My vision was type blurry, my focus was all smeared Taking y’all way back, I’m talking like ten 10 years No matter what you forget, this music won’t disappear You’ll hear
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Intro: Ha ha ha ha, Check out this bizarre Hey they lil' Justo do you know who you are It’s going down man, you going really far We praying for you We praying for you Verse 1: Pastor sent me off with a blessing Getting my education I’m dipping off in a second A land not too foreign Atlanta’s my destination Used to spend my time in Stone Mountain Georgia summer vacations now My preparation may come, with expirations I got janky expectations, with feelings of temptation I don’t know what’s to come Hopefully just fun One day I’ll have to look in the mirror at what’s become Dumb Hook: There’s a fine line, between Surrender to God And Not giving a damn Giving a damn damn Yes you can, Yes you can If you dare to believe find your fine line One time If you dare to believe find your fine line On the right side Verse 2: I believe in a higher being But my faith has been stripped & questioned over the meaning My spirit took a beating My childhood at best deceiving Had love, from everybody 'til everyone started leaving and ah Leaving and ah Death and divorce run its course Somewhere in between I started losing my source Somewhere in between I felt a negative force And the more I start to feed it, the more it’s keeping me lost God No no, no stress now Saying bye to my fam, got me feeling depressed now Grow some balls you a man You really gone stress now, with all this ass on campus Yeah true, let’s walk around Hook: There’s a fine line, between Surrender to God And Not giving a damn Giving a damn damn Yes you can, Yes you can If you dare to believe find your fine line One time If you dare to believe find your fine line On the right side If you dare to believe find your fine line If you dare to believe Outro Verse: Pussy posted on the wall of my dorm room Clubs popping, campus got them chocolate girl monsoons Red-boning, love jonesing, folks from all over Left my shorty in the Bronx, brought the devil on my shoulder God help the whole world
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Intro: If y’all wanna' party like we do If y’all wanna' party like us Let me hear you say If you only there for the realness Oh yes y’all we talking to you If you high as hell and you feel this Oh yes y’all we talking to you Verse 1: I put my money on that Yeah, that, that right there If you jonesing for a vibe I’ll take you there Lying to the races,where all them smiling faces is crooked The beat was sounding crazy so I took it Rolled it to a joint now you high up with me If music was marijuan’ this would be your spliffy, get me Wuh I’ll be tipsy in a jiffy Making beautiful music so ride with me Yeah I tell ’em Hook: Breathe in, breathe out Fresh air, that’s what I’m about Take a puff of this Music still on the cloud And we ain’t never coming down 'Cause I’mma take you high Take you high Yeah I’mma you high Take you high I’mma take you, high, high High high high High high high high high High high high high Verse 2: Philosophizing 'bout nothing right Talking shit dog you fronting right We tote tote 'nother day in the life Got my favorite girl with me, everything’s all right Well all right You damn right every day on the beat We just cypher and eat Then decipher the freaks Getting right for the streets and fuck them gold diggers Shorty’s like when we speak said we some go-getters Aye yo Little do she know my bro’s on old clothes trying to come up Fake it 'til we blow up Tell them bitches grow up and let’s roll up This an achievement Y’all chiefin’ on my next best hit who would believe it I’m out of town repping mine Fly Foreva repping time They call me Brooklyn on the promenade, bottom line I kick flows for hoes and have nots Eating rappers like cat food and it don’t stop Tell ’em Hook: Breathe in, breathe out Fresh air, that’s what I’m about Take a puff of this Music still on the cloud And we ain’t never coming down 'Cause I’mma take you high, take you high Yeah I’mma you high, take you high I’mma take you, high, high High high high High high high high high High high high high Break: If you only here for the realness Oh yes y’all we talking to you And If you high as hell and you feel this Oh yes y’all we talking to you Keep your head on swivel, eyes rubbed clean Never know who to trust when you tote that green So be cool, be cool You know the rules Better hope so dude A yo tell ’em Hook: Breathe in, breathe out Fresh air, that’s what I’m about Take a puff of this Music still on the cloud And we ain’t never coming down 'Cause I’mma take you high, take you high Yeah I’mma you high, take you high I’mma take you, high, high High high high High high high high high High high high high
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Verse 1: Justo the MC She said damn papi I never seen a face like that, that, that You fine baby holler right back and I did Quick with quickness Soon as I got them digits Young and dumb, eager as fuck Yo God my witness I tried her and tried her never heard back Shit I’m like fuck that Hopped on the train, week from that day To the Bronx I sat Hour and change just to get back to you Who would have known in just three months You’d have me fuck up and blue Who, you Damn Hook: Preem Is it you baby Please let me know the truth truth truth Feelings got me all confused, yeah I just need to know it’s you you you I just need to know it’s you baby Please let me know the truth truth truth Feelings got me all confused, yeah I just need to know it’s you you you I just need to know it’s you Verse 2: Justo the MC Things was mixy from the beginning Was screwing with other women You promise it didn’t bother you I was on other linens Ughh We met through your roomie exchanged feelings But crazy thing I was piping her Ughh, bad decision But our vibe was so tight Your thing was so tight Them girls was so tight We living that dope life Ughh I’d risk it all but knew the drama was due Who would have known in just three months You’d have me fuck up and blue Who, you Damn Hook: Preem Is it you baby Please let me know the truth truth truth Feelings got me all confused, yeah I just need to know it’s you you you I just need to know it’s you baby Please let me know the truth truth truth Feelings got me all confused, yeah I just need to know it’s you you you I just need to know it’s you Break: Justo the MC Ooh that feeling make you think love ain’t real Love ain’t real Like it’s just a myth, a cliff you climb with no place to chill Ooh I think I’m falling Somebody catch me Said I think I’m falling Nobody next to me Do you hear me calling Somebody help me Is she coming back to me I got to know the truth Hook: Preem Is it you baby Please let me know the truth truth truth Feelings got me all confused, yeah I just need to know it’s you you you I just need to know it’s you baby Please let me know the truth truth truth Feelings got me all confused, yeah I just need to know it’s you you you I just need to know it’s you
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Intro: Want to be here but I’m not I Want to be here but I’m not I Want to be here but I’m lying I don’t want to be here nah Want to be here but I’m not I Want to be here but I’m not I Want to be here nah I’m lying I don’t want to be here nah Verse 1: Take a bite of this forbidden fruit No Trips to hell let’s take a separate route No Let’s smoke and drink 'til we ain’t feeling nothing Yo I’m breaking hearts she probably think I’m cuffing That’s passion mami no escaping that She said you never touched a blunt, yo where the cornballs at Word Taken aback by your ignorance So why I feel so guilty that we don’t share your experience and I Hook: Want to be here but I’m not I Want to be here but I’m not I Want to be here but I’m lying I don’t want to be here nah Want to be here but I’m not I Want to be here but I’m not I Want to be here nah I’m lying I don’t want to be here nah Verse 2: Paying the price I wished I fucking listened To my conscience but unconscious to my intuition I saw the pain coming, before it reached me But nothing could prepare me for the lesson it would teach me Easily succumbing to these poison kisses God made kryptonite for me in shapes of vixens Get the vapors like Vicks rub my chest was open What’s a heart to a soul that’s completely broken Sober moments came far and in between Slow motion through your thighs so far and in between Is this a dream Had the whole dorm jumping If I wasn’t in your room then I was into something My family calling But I was under substance Please don’t kill my high I don’t need no interruptions Beginning of the end but I couldn’t save face This the point of no return, this the land of no escape
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Intro I told you I get you my nigga', yeah I told you if you leave your safety I’ll kill you my nigga', yeah I put that blunt up in your hand just so I can conceal yah, yeah Then like a weapon pull you out 'cause it’s time to reveal yah As a loser You a failure, I’m gon’ cut off your life span Yeah I took your insurance you ain’t under no God’s plan You mine now Think I’m gon’ keep you in this room And let you rot in your misery 'til your sorrow consumes you Hang up Dial tone, mah’ fucker this what happens When you stray too far from home and go get reckless with your actions Smoke some funky shit and got you on a bad reaction Now your life is in my hands Hahahaha Justo Verse: God I’m sorry please I messed up Chasing this lust I put faith in the wrong substance now my angels are dust The voices telling me I’m finished are they lying or what I tried to do the right thing Bro you defiant as fuck Yo I ain’t talking to you Well guess what nigga' now I’m in charge You had a lot of time to change now you here crying to God Pathetic Yo fuck your message man I swear I’mma change Don’t let me die like this Don’t leave my momma in pain I swear I just smoked a blunt I ain’t ask for cocaine And whatever the hell else got me feeling insane I’m out here screwing all these girls with only one on my brain I don’t want her to see me die like this with all my shame Bro you lame, it’s time to finish you and fuck your potential So sad, you was type nice with all your words with a pencil Bet you wish you had erasers Ready to meet your maker, guess who It’s yours truly say hi to the undertaker, Hi Lord I’m begging you take my hand This a bad detour, I know this ain’t in your plan My life mean more than this More than a conqueror, I’m a man You get me out of this, I’ll always follow your command Damn What’s that thing I used to say before I sleep If I should die before I wake, I pray my soul for you to keep I’m feeling like I’m drifting man this feeling got me weak I’m sorry for all my sins if these the last words I speak Forgive me Hook: I thought you loved to sin I thought you loved the lust What you gon’ blame this on depression oh man, I heard enough But yo I thought you love the fire, living dangerously Now what happened Changed your mind you can’t hang with us g I smell pussy Is that you Just, Is that you Just I smell pussy Is that you Just, fine Keep this nigga yo he corny as fuck
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Hook: Have you seen someone who couldn’t be helped Pray for him like God Himself Have you seen someone who couldn’t be helped Pray for him like God Himself/ Verse: Can’t believe I slipped this far At my grandma’s crib in a room full of darkness My heartless days behind me, caught the shakes like a seasoned junky My mistakes now the shorty that I love don’t want me I was sure, I’m untouchable at best Now I’m sitting here with pains in my chest My mind can’t rest Body weak from the shakes It’s been weeks losing weight I’m petite out of shape Stress still on my face and I ain’t I ain’t really peep them warning signs Now I can’t control all these thoughts of mine All these cloudy days start to intertwine Debating should I leave this cruel world behind Suicide, is you stupid what’s wrong with you Man I don’t know what else to do All the people that I hurt, all the wreckage left under debris Blame that shit on Abree Nah I blame it on me That bitch laced you, you gone cry & forgive Is you fucking out your mind, you gone die she gone live Well what you want me to do Retrace my steps, plot on her death Can’t even think straight, I ain’t got no fight left I been falling way before we crossed paths so this the culmination Since I left New York This deterioration Been non stop on a snowball effect Big enough for the abominable Tight as abdominal Pain stricken Bullshitting Life took its turn for the worse Now I’m cursed, wish this verse, could reverse, to my birth To a start over, makeover, takeover Lord Tell me what you need from your boy I’m here lying to my grandparents, letting them down Laying down in my own guilt, miss Obama win the election Got this collection of failure what do I turn to Use that failure for food and let it burn you Wait, God? Don’t ask questions son, just follow my lead Spread your voice to the masses, let your conscience be free Yes sir I'mma follow indeed, just help me to get right and I’ll forever believe 'Cause I’m falling
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Intro : Just! Wake up, Wake up! Verse 1: Justo the MC Oh shit I can’t move You ever had the feeling you up but you still snooze My body fighting demons, I’m never trying to lose But today I’m confused I take a page from Confucius Have my virtues be truest I was living like truants Nothing guiding my movements I reside with the foolish Lost all my blueprints See things tend to shatter when you stuck in elusions, I got INTERVENTION : DVNA I got last night’s trauma in my membrane Bad karma looking in my face Got so many things I’m trying to think through But these wild thoughts getting in the way Verse continues : Justo the MC My momma told me keep faith We’ll pray It’ll be ok Just get your shit together balance out each day That’s tough love I needed just a kick to the ass Slowly losing my mind Shit I’m late for class Hook: DVNA Guess this be the thing that happens, when shit hits the fan Do you believe in God or do you trust in man Ain’t much to choose Much to choose With much to lose Much to lose In the dark room In the dark room In the dark room Verse 2: Justo the MC Nothing more telling than quiet When you forced in a room of nothing but pure silence Taking cold showers to shake off the riots Going on in my head, I said it won’t leave me alone I ain’t know I left so many broken Hearts Pain sharp like when niggas broke in my dorm room, wasn’t home, Stole my laptop Every single fucking track I own now not for not Shouldn’t have brought ’em in my space trying to sell beats But I needed money, probably plotted for weeks But I was tweaked wasn’t getting no sleep Fighting with shorty on the phone, knew she started to creep But yo That’s karma, I ain’t even gon’ stress it Just trying to get my mind right think I got the message Guilt round my neck like a necklace I solemnly swear to never venture off course or move reckless Guess this Hook: DVNA Guess this be the thing that happens, when shit hits the fan Do you believe in God or do you trust in man Ain’t much to choose Much to choose With much to lose Much to lose In the dark room In the dark room In the dark room Outro : Justo the MC This still haunts me No doubt I’m a victim of a battle inside Maybe I’ll fight it Maybe I’ll fight it But the pain lingers round Pain lingers round I was lost now I’m found Lost now I’m found I was sinking but never drowned Never drowned Still around Still here baby
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Verse 1: I look into your eyes Redder than mine, ahead of the time Love was just a word we threw around in our minds Couldn’t find your spirit, you know how love is blind I thought this freak in the bed shit was all it divined If that’s the case I was in love, more than enough, more than just once and more off the liquor with blunts Stunt Can’t front, I got you out of them clothes Who would have thought more than our bodies would end up exposed and yo Hook: What’s your definition of love Us Trust Do you pay attention When you communicate do you really listen Or is it lust in remission What’s your definition of love Us Trust Do you pay attention When you communicate do you really listen Or is it lust in remission What’s your definition of love Verse 2: I remember Mary J saying love is all we need but not Truly understanding what the hell that means, I’m not Saying that I wasn’t in love More in the lust But shit was over 'fore it started, yeah it ended abrupt Had me feeling broken hearted, had my spirit corrupt But I was guilty as you were in fact I started it up Throwing hazard to the wind, thoughts was only to touch Then walk away from everything like I ain’t like you that much Shucks Foolish nigga', how love begot the drama And messing with you feelings gave birth to the meanest karma The vices in my head like devices breaking my armor Gave me illest pain when she cropped me out like a farmer Broken hearts and worth to conquer So we both fell back I fell flat when you hit me with that Maybe we friends to make amends hate starts when love ends, but Hook: What’s your definition of love Us Trust Do you pay attention When you communicate do you really listen Or is it lust in remission What’s your definition of love Us Trust Do you pay attention When you communicate do you really listen Or is it lust in remission What’s your definition of love Verse 3: Since I had my own seeds, with the love of my life My definition changes and the truth comes to light The struggles with my pops that had me ready to fight To look him in the eye and know we making things right Forget your pride what you trying to protect See people empty inside, they hide behind facades covered in sex You want the truth, y’all just crave for intimacy That you ain’t get from your parents now it’s killing you deep Now you out here on the low low trying to creep Getting dumb high to rock you to sleep They say love is weak But being heartless is easy Showing love is for the strong ones for real believe me I Been on both sides, played both positions I Understand now, love is a mission if You can love you without conditionings you’ll get just what you’re wishing Now Hook: What’s your definition of love Us Trust Do you pay attention When you communicate do you really listen Or is it lust in remission What’s your definition of love Us Trust Do you pay attention When you communicate do you really listen Or is it lust in remission What’s your definition of love
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Hook: The devil plotting put a bounty on me pray I fail Burden heavy on my shoulders bet I tip the scale But never frail, I walk around like life is do or die Sick feeling every Sunday still I touch the sky The devil plotting put a bounty on me pray I fail Burden heavy on my shoulders bet I tip the scale But never frail, I walk around like life is do or die Sick feeling every Sunday still I touch the sky Verse 1: Woke up Sunday morning with destiny at my doorway Skeletons in my closet Silent screams from the hallway The nerve of this nigga' he cheated death Residual effects compete with my every step Took that first trip back to the Brook Took a look, in the mirror can’t lie I was shook Look like a book Easily read You could see the stories on my forehead Think of my nigga' Munch and all the shit that he said 'Bout his past, made me think, man I could have took a different route Happy I made it back in one piece and I’m out But who knew Shit would turn to a zoo I keep it true Went to church my first Sunday back with mom dukes Thought the hell that I put her through, cried in the pews Thank God that He clearing my view, that’s good news Now I’m back on my bully and lounging back in my habitat And everything I lost on that journey bet you I get it back twofold Hook: The devil plotting put a bounty on me pray I fail Burden heavy on my shoulders bet I tip the scale But never frail, I walk around like life is do or die Sick feeling every Sunday still I touch the sky The devil plotting put a bounty on me pray I fail Burden heavy on my shoulders bet I tip the scale But never frail, I walk around like life is do or die Sick feeling every Sunday still I touch the sky Just Resurrect Me Verse 2: This Armageddon Niggas forgetting I was lost in the sauce investing time in forbidden’s now I’m on a mission, no charity case Up in Xyayx with Gucci and Dyme in the place Had to apologize to Rico for leaving the chase Had goals for this music shit I left with no breaks Wheels running, tank on E, had the fill up Fuck a car, hopped on my horse now giddy up Missing shorty, but she on some shit Still tryna' rip me Played me out Told me she pregnant, it wasn’t me She knew, boo hoo oh well, love lost Just focus, got a lot to make up at all cost No boss gon' make me feel less than whatever Got purpose, I’m a god on this surface, He taught me a better A second chance Ain’t nothing to sneeze at for real Never looking down This battle been constantly uphill You feel Chill Hook: The devil plotting put a bounty on me pray I fail Burden heavy on my shoulders bet I tip the scale But never frail, I walk around like life is do or die Sick feeling every Sunday still I touch the sky The devil plotting put a bounty on me pray I fail Burden heavy on my shoulders bet I tip the scale But never frail, I walk around like life is do or die Sick feeling every Sunday still I touch the sky Just Resurrect Me

about

In the richest traditions of the art of storytelling, Brooklyn rapper Justo the MC has teamed up with Edinburgh producer Brelstaff for a fascinating new album documenting his arrival at a crossroads from a life defining year.

“Urban Testimony” is a deeply personal narrative depicting events leading up to and during his curtailed stay at Clark Atlanta University. Raised in a household of faith surrounded by a tough environment, details unfold of a conflicted mind on a potential escape route to academia straying rapidly on a path to hedonism, due in no small part to the prevalent culture witnessed on arrival.

Although an account of a specific set of experiences from a singular perspective, it is a story which will resonate more widely. At its heart is the question of self identity, motivations and aspirations while presented with the opportunities to be liberated from constraints. However this is neither celebration nor glorification, but instead a reflection of regret, the consequences incurred and knowledge gained.

It is of little surprise that a rapper of such pedigree would display all the skills required to paint such vivid pictures with the lyrical pen. First emerging in 2010 while collaborating with his cousin DJ Vic Black of The Gang Starr Foundation, strong foundations were built on a series of independent releases. Those included work with Philadelphia’s power producer Elbe Kim on the 2014 project “Fly Seoul” the mixtape “7-1-Ocho” with Mexican producer Ocho Vasquez and culminated in the explosive “Black Ops” produced entirely by the legendary Showbiz of D.I.T.C. curated by DJ Vick Black and DJ Premier.

A deep rooted mindset to work beyond borders, further collaborations with producers from Italy, Canada and the UK added to an already impressive back catalogue, while in more recent times, several releases with fellow Brooklynite Maticulous saw the pair appear on DJ Premier’s “Live From HeadQuarterz” Shade 45 show on Sirius XM as part of their promotional tour for the album “Mind of a Man”.

The soundtrack to the new album is provided by Edinburgh producer Brelstaff. Originally operating under his born name Daryl Donald, his reputation as one of the most respected emerging beatmakers was well earned with the release of “Solitude” in 2017 followed in 2019 by the albums “Behold the Spirit” and “Full Circle” which cumulatively generated over a million streams on Spotify.

Since adopting the new pseudonym he released the self titled album “Brelstaff” in 2020 and most recently in February 2023 the single “Cursive” with renowned west coast rapper Fashawn. His first venture with Justo the MC came in 2021 with the release of “Swagu” and his trademark concoction of chilled lofi soulful hip hop blended with jazz fusion and ambient electronica sets the perfect backdrop for the turbulent and complex themes addressed in their new joint venture.

As Justo continues the metaphysical role of both interrogator and witness tackling his loss of faith, alienation from family, drink and drug experimentation, promiscuity and the subsequent disconnect from reality he begins to experience with an impending sense of despair, Brelstaff’s productions are symbiotic in nature.

Images of an emotional rollercoaster through nostalgia, bliss, fear, confusion and regrets are etched onto an ethereal and hypnotic musical score manifested in tracks “High”, “Fine Line”, “Satan’s Grip”, “No Escape”, “Falling” and “Dark Room”.

However so too are the uplifting soulful sounds of “Definition of Love” and “Sunday” reflecting the album’s key fundamental messages of redemption, renewed focus and self discovery.

A tale of epiphany from harsh lessons learned, creatively wrapped in a heartfelt cry of “Carpe Diem” to all who may be similarly minded to risk it all. You have been so advised… an essential listen.

Released through New Dawn Records

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released November 3, 2023

Lyrics written and performed by Justo the MC
Additional lyrics written and performed by Preem & DVNA
Produced by Brelstaff

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